MY WORLD TURNED UPSIDE DOWN AFTER ACIM: WHERE DID I GO WRONG?

Before those teachings, my life felt so structured. I had my routines, my beliefs, and a sense of control. Now, it's like I'm living in a dream. Everything feels chaotic and I can't seem to find my way. Did I misunderstand something? Where did I go {wrong|astray|off course? Maybe that I wasn't open enough for the intensity of ACIM? {Is there s